My Deepest Hurt

This is my first original song in years. I'd like to think my River girl has given me a new wind of inspiration. I have titled it: My Deepest Hurt. Here are my lyrics and my post to youtube.

My Deepest Hurt

Sometimes at night when I put up a fight

asking God why you are there

I picture your smile and I cry for a while

wondering who I am without you

Then God speaks and He promises me that He loves me

and He knows my deepest hurt

and He knows my heart's desire...that

Someday you--you will come to me

and run into my arms where I'll hold you forever

and someday I'll--I'll get to kiss your face

and tell you that you're mine

and that I loved you

from the moment I knew you were there

and my heart ached for you

when Heaven left my arms bare...

I sit by your bed, thoughts racing in my head

feeling lost and broken

No precious girl to hold, just an ever-growing hole

where you should have been

Then God speaks and He promises me that He loves me

and He knows my deepest hurt

and He knows my heart's desire...that

Someday you--you will come to me

and run into my arms where I'll hold you forever

and someday I'll--I'll get to kiss your face

and tell you that you're mine

and that I loved you

from the moment I knew you were there

and my heart ached for you

when Heaven left my arms bare...

Come to me, run into my arms

and know I'm your mother like you've known me forever

Let me kiss your face and look into your eyes

and tell you that you're mine

and that I loved you

from the moment I knew you were there

and my heart screamed for you

when Heaven left my arms bare...

When I saw your face

and your tiny fingers and toes

I saw God Himself

feeling all my sorrows and woes

and He spoke--and He promised me that He loved me

and He knew my deepest hurt

and He knew my heart's desire...was gone

and He knew my deepest hurt